I hoping my post will be a bit therapeutic for myself, if not right now, then for myself to look back on in the future.
I've been in such a stressed unhappy mood all day. I got an email off a staff member at my university and ever since then I've just been a bit down. Also every sunday evening i travel back to my house in Leeds, as i go home at every opportunity i.e. every weekend. But i really didn't fancy a train journey tonight so ill go back tomorrow, giving myself the chance to have some more home comforts tonight.
I'm just wanting to write down some thoughts and feelings I've had today, in order to give myself some perspective and to realise its not all bad.…
Uni is really stressing me out at the moment, like really badly. But I just need to remember that it will be over soon. The end is in sight, just a few more months to go! So i just need to reminding myself that so what if i don't do as well as I'd hoped. It is not the end of the world. Even if I think it is at the time. I just need to remember there are better, more important things in my life, meaning right in this moment but also in my future. I'll probably read this back in 10 years time and remember all my worrying and crying and I'll think why did i worry so much when i have all this crap to worry about now. Life moves on, and I’ll need to too.
But I am so happy with my life other wise. My family is so great and all healthy, and they are all supportive of everything I do and what I want to do. My boyfriend is amazing and makes me so happy. I love all the times i have with my family and all the times i have with my close friends. But if I'm ever feeling a bit down i can always rely on my boyfriend to give me a cuddle and to go on a lovely walk with my dog. So if it does ever get too tough for myself, I'll focus on those positive aspects of my life.
So even though I'm stressing and keep getting upset, i need to know that it will pass.
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